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now that most of my finals are over.
left with english 300 tmr.
sigh.
hope my grades will turn out good.
anyway.
ive been really feeling weird recently.
anger.
hatred.
jealousy.
envious.
it fills me now.
sigh.
ive been smoking more than usual.
i feel so stress.
so uptight.
i dont know why.
and im starting to despair.
that i'll have a happy life.
though i have a girl i really love.
the bestest friend you can ask for.
named aniela.
she's so sweet and cute.
just love her to bits.
but i still feel empty inside.
why.
i really wonder why.
and i love yoyo too!
hahah.
will never leave you out.
oh oh oh.
i love everyone that is nice to me(:
and today.
after the 5th period paper.
aniela.me.steven.edwin.andrew.yoyo.kelly.linda went to eat korean.
and outta sudden.
that grp of ppl i hate the most.
came.
deborah.michael.haneka.
i totally lost my appetite.
and i wanted to go out to get some fresh air.
and silly aniela thought i wanna smoke.
and stopped me from leaving the restaurant.
haha.
and the rest.
i dont wanna talk about it.
-the end-
- gettin' weaker each day.
fearing that i may hold on no longer.
11:03 PM
